i was home for less than 24 hours...i had a blast with my parents and niece and nephew...but there was another in our home...
it crazes me to think how sin can completely warp an otherwise beautiful person into a monster. home is no longer a haven for me. grace is school. i feel as though i have no where to be. to be safe. i know my home is still there but until the situation changes i am under constant attack when i am there. it is a struggle for me to comprehend spending months there this summer ot even a short time during christmas break. it scares me to think what will happen
my family is falling to pieces. i guess it has been for sometime...but now that i am old enough to do something about it is beyond repair.
i just dont know what to do about anything anymore. it seems anything i touch is destined for failure. meh.
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